I Learned

04-01-09
I learned from being all by myself,
it's better to stalk.
Stalk someone until he gives in.
(hahaha)
I learned that you could never be
happy to be with someone
not because you love him,
but because you need him.
I learned that there are assholes
in this world who love to
toy with women's emotions.
I learned that pretending is
never at all an escape from
getting hurt.
I learned that I'm just making
a fool of myself,
trying to make believe
that I can carry myself.

The truth is I NEED someone
but there is really
no love story for my life,
only fantasies from my dreams.

She.....

She takes care of herself. She is amazed with her busy life. She's dedicated to everything that she does. When she meets her friends, she always embrace them with a smile. Everyone admires her unbelievingly. Everyone loves her so dearly. But one thing they don't know is that there's a missing part of her. They don't know that somewhere in the corner, she's crying. She's never been really happy at all(part of it). Her smiling face and happy-go-lucky girl never really work all the time. She also bleeds somewhere in the dark where no one can see. Pretending is her salvation, atleast that's what she thinks. And seek refuge to no one but herself. Being alone is really freaky boring and lonesome. A family's care and a friend's company is never enough. She needs someone to walk with her and holds her hand when crossing the road. She needs someone to laugh at her jokes and share her unlimited stories. She needs someone to inspire her.

My 18th Birthday(03-25-09)

This day is my 18th birthday and I'm celebrating it here in the pylon office(nyahahaha). My co-pylonites here are teasing me to treat them. Unfortunately, my pockets are empty and my wallet got only a 20peso bill. This 20peso bill of mine will only be spend for my fare going back to Tobod,my place. Anyway, my birthday wasn't thhis bad at all. This morning I had a date,(whooooo). I went to see this friend of mine at my Ninang's house. I have known this friend of mine for so many years now, since I was a kid. So when I went to see my friend,we went to a bookstore since both of us are book-addict. Then we went to a restaurant. My friend paid all the food we ordered and we had a very funny and interesting stories to talk. My friend talked about thier training in Cebu and damn it was really hard. But she was tough. She's born to be a police woman someday. That's the spirit of my Ate Mitchelle.

A Mistake Is A Gift Of Life

Carol Beckett

If you’re the kind of person who really wants to be the best person you can possibly be, the Seven Powerful Approaches To Find The Hidden Golden Nuggets In Life’s Mistakes And Emerge As A Winner will help you find a silver lining and golden success in every aspect of your life. It can be really painful to admit to having made a mistake. However, if you’re going to move on in life, you’ll need to first admit to your mistakes. Most of us make many mistakes in our lifetimes, and our mistakes are the greatest learning experiences there are. We can choose to hide from our mistakes. We can choose to wallow in our mistakes, and carry on the biggest pity-party in the lifetime of the planet. Or… we can choose to grow from our mistakes, even if the grow requires a painful change. Mistakes are nothing more than feedback that guides us to the success we desire. This is the real silver lining to every mistake we make – the growth we make as a consequence of having made that mistake. Exactly how does a person find that silver lining, as quickly as possible after having made a mistake? How do you turn a devastating mistake into a golden learning opportunity that ends up enhancing your life in a very positive way? Seven Powerful Approaches To Find The Hidden Golden Nuggets In Life’s Mistakes And Emerge As A Winner will help YOU turn your mistakes into golden nuggets of truth that help you move forward in life. Learn how to minimize the damage with a seven-step approach to life’s mistakes that will have you end up seeing your worst mistakes as gifts to your growth and well-being.

Remembering Lifes Purpose

We each have an important role to fulfill during this journey we call life. The things we absorb along the way can sometimes leave us feeling overwhelmed, confused, and not sure which direction to follow. Recall, Reclaim, and begin working toward fulfilling the purpose for which you were sent and you will find new meaning, joy, fulfillment, and a sense of deep inner peace in each and every area of your life.

The Perfect Plan

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Make A Memory

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Gratitude

Gratitude is not only a necessary but a crucial aspect of creating real and lasting wealth in all areas of your life. This poem expresses many of the things that I am personally grateful for. What is understood by few is the necessity of establishing a heartfelt gratitude for those things which we find pleasing as well as those that we don't.